My grandmother used to say to me ....

 My grandmother used to say to me "If you do bad things, you will go to hell".
But I would like to say to my future grandchildren "If you do good things, you will go to heaven".

Then they might ask to me "what is good things?".  And then  I will answer  " If you make people happy, especially mommy and daddy, it is good".

 I hope some scientists make clear about the spiritual world.

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 As soon as a baby is born and cries for the first time, It begins to breathe through its nostrils; thus it connects to the second world, the world of air. When it leaves the world within the womb and connects to the world of air, it must discard the umbilical cord and amniotic sac that have sustained its life in the womb. They are destroyed and simultaneously the baby is born into Mother Earth.
 Thereafter it feeds through the mouth and breathes the nose. But the food we eat on earth is the nutrition necessary for the life of the flesh; it is not the original essential element of life. The essential life element is love. Therefore, while we live in the world, we also need to breathe the air of love provided by our mother and father.

 Life is short. Ten years can pass almost without you knowing. Everything is decided in the thirty years after your marriage. The path of life does not wait for you forever. Life is busy. We all have to die at some point. Do you have confidence that you will not die? You will surely die, then you will go to the spirit world. Life on earth is but an instant. It is like the months spent in your mother's womb.

 After earthly life, we must go on to the third stage, the world as it was originally meant to be, and live in that world of love.  Therefor, we need to equip ourselves with respiratory organs suited to the world of love and we need to break out of this physical body, just as a baby bursts from the amniotic sac, destroying it in order to be born. That is why a woman experience labor pains.
 In the same way, death is a second ordeal of labor pains. What do we need to prepare during our life in this physical body? During our time in the womb, we grew the organs with which we would breath air. Similarly, during our life in the flesh we need to prepare a windpipe that breaths love when we go to the spirit world. When you break out of your body, you go beyond the limited environment of your past life, breathe through your love windpipe and live with unlimited freedom.

My first daughter has been busy for attending her friends' wedding.

My first daughter has been busy for attending her friends' wedding. I am getting busy to attend my friends' funeral.  We have three event in our life, Birth, Wedding and Funeral, maybe at least two of them.

 Because of my age, I cannot avoid thinking how to live healthier spiritually and physically in my remaining life, and I guess 10 years later I will concerning how to die.


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Dragonflies start out as larva, and as such they swim in the water;then they come out onto the land and crawl for a time. Then they fly freely to and fro, feeding on insects they had never even thought of eating while they were living on land. They fly around with the entire world as their stage. Many insects develop through three stages of life. Most insects have wings. Considering the fact that even insects live in the water, on land and in the air, would it do if we human beings, who are the lords of creation, lived only on land? We have wings of higher dimension.

When the time comes, we must all end our life in our mother's womb and begin our life on earth. Regardless of whether we desire it or not, the law of the universe operates this way.

The womb, in which we all spend time, is a world of water, The human body is three -quarters water. This earthly world is the world of air. Yet your eyes, ears, nose and other sensory organs designed for life in this world of air are not needed while you are surrounded by water. Because you are preparing for the next world, the earthly world.

What should you  do in an air world? Just as you prepared your five physical sense organs while living in the water world, when you are living in  the air world you need to prepare your five spiritual sense organs, which you can observe love when you are in the heavenly world.

When you cross the hill of death, those sense organs open up. you will need those five spiritual sense organs in the infinite world.  -------------------Rev. Moon

Looking back this year,

 Today is the last day  in this year. It is nice to have a foot bath looking back this year,
 My youngest daughter visited us with my sister from Japan last July.
And my husband and I visited Chicago to meet my daughter.
And visited my son's new apartment.

also, my son and daughter visited this house during holiday season.

As I getting older, I feel more grateful for my family.

I really feel family is the gift from God, and a happy family is the core of the happy world.

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The Bible says: "You shall love God with all your heart and all your soul and all your strength. This is the greatest and first commandment. And the second is, you shall love your neighbor as yourself."
There is also a third commandment: You shall love all things of creation as you love your mother and father, your spouse and your children. Practice these, and you will achieve everything.___Rev Moon

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"Love God" means to inherit His love to love everyone without self- centered- love.
I guess without loving own family, we cannot love others.

Life is mysterious.

　I have lost 2 close friends in this year. They were breast cancer and the same generation as me.
Since last summer, I have been stretching every morning in bed. That makes feel good. 

 Life is mysterious.  We can decide a lot of things. But we cannot decide the most important things like Birth, Death, and Meeting.

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There is no one who was born because he or she wanted to be born. No man or woman was out of his or her own desire. We were born because of our parents, not because we desired to be born. The same is true for our parents, their parents, and all our ancestors. It is the same same all the way back to Adam and Eve. Even the first human ancestors did not come to exist out of their own desire. Their existence sprang from the desire of someone before them. When we speak of human being, we refer to men and women. Man needs woman and woman needs man. However, no man chose to be born as a man, nor did any woman choose to be born as a woman. We discover that we are a man or a woman after we are born, and after we grow up we recognaize we need each other and desire to become husband and wife. Knowing this, it is plain to see that human beings are not the fundamental cause, and that if there were no causal being, neither would there be human beings. -Rev. Moon

What a cute nature isn't it !!

 Recently I discovered the one of men's nature. Do you want to know?  I used to call my husband, when I need his help. I think it is pretty normal, but men are different.  The story is about my husband.

 Few days ago, he called me from the basement. I went there immediately, even if I was busy in the kitchen. He started to explain how he was cleaning. And then naturally I started help him and gave some advice.

 But he became unhappy, saying" leave me my way."
I said "Why did you call me.  I thought you needed my help." I backed the kitchen with angry spirit.

 And I found the answer.

 When a cat caught mice, she showed off  her skill to her owner putting the dead mice in front of owner's garage. (I heard from my friend.)
 I think that it is very similar with men's nature.

 I guess that they want to receive their wife's(or owner's) attention or admire  showing off their skill or accomplishment. Don't think so?

What a cute nature isn't  it!!

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As God's substantial object partners, a man represents God's yang characteristics and a woman represents God's yin characteristics. When they are born, a man and a woman each resemble one facet of God's dual characteristics. Accordingly, the union of one man and one woman is the union of God's yang and yin characteristics. In other words, by uniting, they become a harmonious being that resemble God. Thus the two people as a husband and wife form a union that resembles all facets of God. The man becomes the second self of the True Father by representing of God's Yan's characteristics, and the woman becomes the second self of the True Mother, representing God's Yin characteristics. In addtion, the man and woman are each an individual representative of God.      --Rev. Moon

I am a mother of 3 children.

 I am a mother of 3 children. When they were babies, (they are 0, 2, and 3 years old.) I was very busy to take care of them. But I really enjoyed changing their diapers and breastfeeding.
I felt that becoming a mother is the crossroad from self-centered life to baby-centered life.
Baby's smile melts totally mother's heart. It was a happiest time of mothers. They made me more mature person. It is sure.


The God of goodness is a God of sacrifice and love. Love cannot exist apart from the essence of sacrifice. When we sacrifice for the one we love, we do not think of it as sacrifice. The more we sacrifice, the more we feel enriched. Love has that unusual quality. When we reflect upon our level of love, we find that we can measure it only on the scale of sacrifice. Big or small, high or low, the extent of our sacrifice is the measure of our love. Great sacrifice reflect great love, little sacrifice reflects little love.--Rev.Moon---

I try to feel the voice from nature.

 I love to hung my laundry stuffs out from my porch in the back yard. When I touching clothes each one by one, I feel their appreciation. I guess they want to be touched from owner with love.
Also I do not do ironing for them by hanging  out the wet clothes out.

And I enjoying the gardening too. Even if I was tired, I could get energy from plants and the ground.
Once I started picking the weeds, I would forget the time.

Everyone loves nature. I guess people feel love and their voice or sign from nature.

God's love is fulled in the nature and all of things. And also God dwells in our conscience.

Sometime I talk with my conscience, It is fun.

Let's try to talk with our heart and listen to voice of conscience. Because it is our own  God who guide each one of us to God side.

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I heard from someone " When I jointed the church, I was excited with joy extremely. But it was 3 years ago.  Now I am tired, disappointed and lost hope."

The person like this might receive the only ideal from the church. But they did not live the way to live with God. It meant to listen to our conscience carefully. Otherwise we will become weaker to do goodness.


Man and woman each represent God.God is not somewhere else;He is in our hearts.So prayer is a conversation with the heart. God is the root of the heart.As we go deeper into the heart we will find God at the deepest root of our conscience.

<Rev. Moon>

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It is too easy to live self centered way. It is not easy to live sake of others. But our consciences keep saying to live for whole or goodness. I really want to comfort my  conscience lest of my life with talking myself in my heart.